I’m just a poor Polish kid from Pennsylvania, who’s stuck at the moment. I have no way to afford to buy most of what I wanted, when I lived with my parents. I only get $5 a day now, instead of the full $25 that I used to get from T-SSI. The staff are accusing me of “running down” the company. Well, I think that they’re doing that, too. How come they’re allowed to and I’m not? Fucking double standards! I just say that I hate this, I hate that. When you’re a poor hick in NWPA, everyone in Pittsburgh and Erie looks down on you, the country boy out in the sticks. Same with the folks in Johnstown and Altoona. If I was in Pittsburgh, I’d have even less than what I have now. Pittsburgh is the nexus of Western PA and the big city that serves as a hub for the WPA region, like Philly is to the east.
We’re really ass-backwards in Crawford County, when you compare us to Philly and Pittsburgh and there’s nothing wrong with that, in my opinion. Walking out at Roche Park along that little trail is fun, but God is it hard on my legs! I am so big, at over 410 lbs. No wonder! I am made fun of for being fat online by certain asswipes on YouTube and when I react to them and get upset, I have my internet taken away from me!
The First Amendment is a joke out here! The state thinks that they know how to use the 1st to their maximum advantage! We have no First Amendment rights and I can be treated like a slave and like those morons in George Jr. Republic. I am made to “know my place” in the world in Pennsylvania, like in the old South, only I that I don’t have assholes in white sheets who are trying to make me dangle from on high! They share some things in common with those clowns, I swear. I am just a kid with a “bad” attitude! I must look up, but when I would get a girlfriend, I’ll wish that I did not have one and that I’m tired of being nagged all fucking day!
The city is only 10 miles away from Creveling Rd. When I go outside my place, I am accused of having “delusional” thinking and promptly placed in Meadville Medical Center, where my BSC, whom I’m “supposed” to trust, just says a bunch of bullshit to the people who report to the doctors as to whether I can be admitted or not and usually, they admit me to that hospital, where I suffer at the hands of incompetent assholes who think that every online profile is fake and that Daria Perekidaylova is “not” (yeah fucking right!) a real person and is therefore, a “delusion” Delusion is just a new swear word that they use to not listen to me! They just learned it from college! Someone give them a fucking cookie! If Daria came up to them and pissed all over them at the hospital, they’d still say that she “isn’t” real. When you have a stuck-up coon for a psychiatrist, you really feel that being white means you are better! Again, not racism when they shit all over me!
Ah racism! Racism! Racism! Racism! And it’s a “bad” thing to have “white privilege” just so that the fucking coons can shit all over us collectively for our past racist actions! I don’t give a fuck! I’m a racist! White supremacist? That’s just a slur that the “non-racist” types came up with to label and define me! The oh so “tolerant” rulers in Harrisburg! Equal opportunity hatred at its finest! How come it’s not racist when they shit all over us? I think that racism and sexism against white straight males is a thing! I hear it all the time on YouTube from the likes of Andy Warski and Computing Forever and Sargon and they can just sit there and mouth off about a supposedly “totalitarian” government and how they’re protecting their fellow whites! I have relatives down South and they HATE the KKK! They want as little to do with those morons as possible! Yeah, any sane person worth his salt would! I have my strong opinions and they came from when I was raised by my parents in that house in Corry. Now, it’s wrong-think, at least according to Wojciech Jaruzelski at the office! I call him that because like old Wojtek, he’s too chicken to believe that he is a Pole! He shies away from his Polish heritage, whereas I do NOT! Wojciech Jaruzelski sold us out to the Soviets and Gomulka did, too! But this is “delusional” thinking, according to my behavior specialist, anyway. When I read all the stuff online from our esteemed conservative friends in their little circles, they shit all over me just to keep me in my place, like old Borat on that movie and tell me that I do not understand the ways of the world!
Fuck that goddamned hospital! I am a Christian, sure I am, and when I’m more religious than the self-professed Christians who claim to be “helping” me, it’s “delusional thinking!” I’m a blasphemer now! Where’s your obligatory picture of our favorite Prophet that you can’t display, lest they try to kill you for it! Sure, Sure! They can go around threatening to basically commit genocide against persons of Danish blood and that’s fucking okay because they’re “protesting” being “offended” by some Danish cartoons! As if all Danes are collectively guilty for making “offensive” cartoons! These same folks collectively vilify all the Serbs, too, openly going around the streets of London threatening to nuke Denmark! Yep, in the religion of peace, whenever your blood just boils, you go out and take your machete and chop that person’s head and I when I try to act like they do, I’m “put in my place!” What I mean by that is, I’m put in a hospital surrounded by a bunch of real nutty folks and medical staff that treat me like shit! Fucking brown assholes! I’m of Danish blood in my family! My dad’s half-Danish and my paternal grandma’s family was and is of Danish descent! Fuck the state of Pennsylvania if this is how they’re treating me, while having the gall to accuse me of “treating” them that way! No, I’m a slave here and when you contact the ACLU to have something done about it, they tell you that they can’t do anything about it! They have laws that allow these commie fucks to shit all over my ass! The only thing that they are not allowed to do is point a Kalashnikov in my face and force me to get in the shower and to take one every single night! Showers aren’t bad at all! The regulations are upheld by the ACLU and when you complain about them, you’re shut out and stonewalled to death!
It’s “right-wing” propaganda from alt-right! What alt-right? What alt-right is there? The same dipshits who 10 years ago, were just a fringe group of assholes that the racists of other skin colors that did not like each other, were killing each other on YouTube comments! The violence got real in Charlottesville, too. Dylann Roof is just an example of what happens when one group is superior to another! Dylann Roof embodied white supremacy. His middle name was “white supremacy!” And then the whole nation just spouts off on TV about racism, this, racism that! Those bloated liberal and conservative pundits who have more fucking money than I’ll ever see in my entire life!
The whole nation goes nuts over a wanker like Dylann Roof when he shoots people in a church! There IS something wrong with that! When you have racists going into churches where being white means that you are basically excluded because you’re the wrong skin color, shooting people and killing them, there’s something wrong with our society at large!
Mass shootings have happened in American history ever since the 19th Century. In the 19th Century, a man could grab a rifle and go shoot people in cold blood in public, or so Hollywood would like to have you believe.
I’m done! Good night!